Juggling my world...

Pretty good quote huh?


I am noticing something about myself each day that I write in this blog. My mind is at ease. In a way this is my meditation. Meditation is defined as: Meditation is a practice of concentrated focus upon a sound, object, visualization, the breath, movement, or attention itself in order to increase awareness of the present moment, reduce stress, promote relaxation, and enhance personal and spiritual growth.


I find that by concentrating on just what is going on around me, I am able to break it down, and focus my attention on the correct problems. It is helping me realize the moment. Where I am exactly in my life.


The unfortunate thing is I am becoming very aware of a lot of things around me that just don't seem right. I don't even know if I want to talk to anyone about these thoughts.


Who knows....


Enough of that blah, blah, blah.... I am excited I am finally keeping up with housework, and homework!! YAY ME!! I friggin rock. I deserve a glass of wine, oh wait here it is! LOL, yeah tonight I am gonna be drinking myself some yummy Riesling. Of course this will be after about an hour or two of reading for my homework. Hey, I gotta keep up the good work, I am feeling great! Tonight I made dinner at an appropriate time, for once. I don't know if I invented it, but since I did not have enough chicken I made chicken and turkey hotdog tacos. Yeah that's right, you know you want some! LOL, well even if you don't I don't care. My kids loved it.


As I write this I am listening to christian music. I am really liking a lot of this stuff, its mellowing me out.


Thanks for reading the ramblings of a confused chick.... trying to juggle life one day at a time.

-Amber