Juggling my world...

Today I went to work, it was pretty OK for the most part.

Which brings to mind the fact that I am going to church now. Yup, me, going to church. I liked the first lesson we were learning. He was telling us that we should not cast stones to anyone. We should not judge them. OK so I am guilty for this, I judge people when I know it is not my place. I am working to NOT do that anymore.

I try not to judge someone till after a full conversation. Then I make my decision if I want to pursue a friendship. I never did that before, before I would jump head on into a new friendship. I am still dealing with the consequences of that now. I made friends with people that, given the choice now, I would not be friends with. But in all consideration I put too much into being their friend I feel bad for wanting to cut them off.

The friends that I have acquired since my change are sooooooo freaking cool! They accept me even when I am a total asshole in general, of course they tell me I am being an asshole, but all in all they TRULY accept me for all that I am. The good, the bad (lots of that) and the ugly (can't help that, lol) I finally have the confidence in knowing that they don't talk shit about me, at all. I get emotional at the thought of them. I love them. They are my family.

ANYWAYS, enough of that shhhat, I wrote my husband an email asking him to refrain from sending me emails with a to-do list. I hope to hear from him soon. Only a short little tiny while more and I get to see him again. One of his emails he talks about how I may be spending a lot of time indoors when he gets back... lol.

OK so I am done, gonna finish this food, do some homework, I have till 9 to do, and then hanging with my girls.

*sigh* life can be so aggravating, but at the end of the day you get to sit back and enjoy a sunset with your family/friends.